Friday, November 29, 2013

Landed a job!!!

I'm extremely happy with my decision making lately. (;

Super thrilled with the job I start Sunday.

This is the most I've done with my life lately. Instead of being lazy from waking up til I go to bed. I feel more motivated to get up and get things done.

Living the life I love.
Loving the life I live.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Monday, July 15, 2013

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Everytime ii think back to that day.
                                                    My mind literally goes into FURIOUS MODE
                                                                                                                     "Why did ii do that? why?"

Obviously, ii did what ii do best.


There are "TWO SIDES" of every story

ii honeslty lost myself.... back where you left me.






Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark +Lyrics





Click picture....

Rihanna - Cry, with lyrics.




Rihanna-Ps. I'm Still Not Over You lyrics




Saturday, June 1, 2013

Lo(ve)/st

Michel Telo Feat Pitbull Ai Se Eu Te Pego Final+CDQ

Eva Simons - I Don't Like You (Nicky Romero Remix) HD



ii don't like you.

Lying is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - P...



Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? 
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God (he) was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch (his) skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck 
Than any (boy) you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
(Girl) I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of 
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

♥  ♥ ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  

Video ii thought i'd share.... love this song. describes on how ii feel with the thoughts I've been having lately... like was it worth it?. 

Not even 3 hours after we split he goes and sleeps with this elder women whom not only is freaking insane but seriously looks like a man with a wig.

like sh!t son, ii ain't the greatest looking chick either. but seriously?. he lets her beat the shit out of me and after all i did for this guy. ii honestly loved him. more then any other of my ex's and that's not me just saying this. but i honestly and truly did love that guy. I would never, not in a million years ever let anyone else do the things I've let him do. or do the things I've done for that guy.

Again.... like was it worth it?. My response, not like it matters. He made his choice and he can have that. along with her 3 neglected children.


Friday, May 31, 2013

Basshunter - Now Youre Gone (Hardstyle Remix) TurboTorskeN



Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And I miss you here,
Now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall




Brennan Heart - Never Break Me (Official Music Video)



absolutely love this song <3  ♥

baby, you'll never break me!!!

keep trying. ii aint lying..

you'll never break me!!

Robin Thicke - Blurred Lines ft. T.I., Pharrell



Everybody get up
Hey, hey, hey


If you can't hear what I'm trying to say
If you can't read from the same page
Maybe I'm going deaf, maybe I'm going blind
Maybe I'm out of my mind

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Boy, I think about it every night and dayI'm addicted, wanna jump inside your loveI wouldn't wanna have it any other wayI'm addicted and I just can't get enough
I just can't get enoughI just can't get enoughI just can't get enoughI just can't get enough
Honey got her sexy on steamin'She givin' hotness a new meanin'Perfection, mama, you gleamin'Inception, you got a brother dreamin', dreamin'
Damn, baby, I'm fiendin'I'm tryna holler at you, I'm screamin'Let me love you down this evenin'Love you, love you, ya you know you are my demon
Girl, we could form a team andI could be the king you could be the queen andMy mind's dirty and it don't need cleanin'I love you long time so you know the meanin'
Oh, baby, I can't come downSo please come help me outYou got me feelin' high and I can't step off the cloudAnd I just can't get enough
Boy, I think about it every night and dayI'm addicted, wanna jump inside your loveI wouldn't wanna have it any other wayI'm addicted and I just can't get enough
I just can't get enoughI just can't get enoughI just can't get enoughI just can't get enough
Honey got me runnin' like I'm Flo JoSigns her name on my heart with an XOLove so sweet, got me vexed thoughI wanna wish it right back like presto, yes
Meantime I wait for the next timeShe come around 'for I toast to the best timeWe all the while back and forth on the text lineShe got me fishin' for her love, I confess I'm
Somethin' 'bout her smile and that comboGot me high and I ain't comin' down, yoMy heart's pumpin' out louder than electroShe got me feelin' like Mr. Roboto
Oh, baby, I can't come downSo please come help me outYou got me feelin' high and I can't step off the cloudAnd I just can't get enough
Boy, I think about it every night and dayI'm addicted, wanna jump inside your loveI wouldn't wanna have it any other wayI'm addicted and I just can't get enough
Got stuck in your bed rockCaught up in your love shockKnocked out by your cold shotI'm stuck in your head like
Can't stop, won't quitMakin' me fiend, give it to meI want it all, know what I meanYour love is a dose of ecstasy
Addicted, I can't get away from youAfflicted, I need it, I'm missin'I want your lovin' right next to meAnd I can't erase you out of my memoryI just can't

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Damian Marley - It Was Written (Dubstep Remix)



My favourite saying...."It was written".

your life is what you make of it.

my other favourite qoute. 

"Live the life you love, Love the Life you Live"

Friday, May 24, 2013

Jennifer Lopez - Love Don't Cost A Thing



Neither does my voice. You can't keep my mouth shut. with what you buy me :)
http://rolandakarenwassaykeesic.myknet.org/
Trust!. Strong word. with US there is no TrUSt.

Specifically speaking, how on earth can you know who to trust?.
You have so many people around you. willing to do so much and so little when it comes to needing
help and support. trusting the wrong person can lead you nowhere but stranded.
with piles and piles of problems to deal with alone.

Like my other topic stated...... 
"What goes around does come back around".

You should listen to "me" specifically yourself. listen to you heart, and your gut.
they are never wrong. that little voice that says other wise. "Listen to it"

Chances are you could be playing with fire and then you might regret it.

I've learned alot, and dealt with alot. I've come to realize that this is my wake up call.
Relationships:
1. The condition or fact of being related; connection or association.
2. Connection by blood or marriage; kinship.
3. A particular type of connection existing between people related to or having dealings with each other: has a close relationship with his siblings.
4. A romantic or sexual involvement.

Karma:
1. Hinduism & Buddhism The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.
2. Fate; destiny.
3. Informal A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.





Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around...Comes Around



What goes around.... does come back around.
I admit that I've done some shitty things in the past. and yes! they have come back around.

be careful what you do to those who are in need of help and dont take advantage of them.
I've had this done to me. I thought wrong and I've got what came for me.